D. Sierra - Ochikonde Kanashidesu (feat. Yung Shinra) Lyrics

Hajimemaste Jurian desu, Please forgive me if I look like a mess
Ochikonde kanashidesu, These are the reasons why I dont express
Why? Do you ask? Why do you care? So you can judge me then go out and share
Imma stay quiet, that's really rare. I really wish I was with her somewhere

Got many friends, they be asking "whats wrong?". Tell the same, haven't slept in so long
That aint a lie, not the whole truth. I don't have to explain myself to you
When it's past 5:00, I feel alone. The woman I love in another timezone
I wanna leave, I feel so dead. Maybe I should blast some led to my head

I've been in my head for a long time, long time
I feel better when you say it's alright
Smoke fills the air, my heart's in dispare
I need you right here, I need you right here
I'm not so easy with falling in love girl
It feels like a drug, I cannot get enough of you
Say you need me, like I need you
Do you want me, like I wanted you
Hanging by a thread and I know you ain't the distance
Run away from my problems and list them
Can you give me something for me to believe in
Im so sick of this dream, I be falling to pieces
I been chasing my head high, these drugs by my best side
Im waiting for next time, wait for me, it's alright
My sanity, I've lost my mind

Alright let's get this damn story straight
You make my heart beat go palpitate
No other girl makes me feel the same
Everything fine girl, distance to blame

I feel the same, how about you?
When I wake up, Germany afternoon
I know you're busy, spare me some time
Can you just tell me that baby you're mine

I wanna go back to calling you names
You are my devil, our love gone to flames
I get a feeling that you will love this
But end up feeling bad because you can't get a kiss

I got good news, open your ears
I'll get a job, shed some blood, sweat, and tears
While I do that, you focus on school
Getting this money to fly to my jewel

I hate all my insecurities and my designer
Depression getting to me, I've been growing tired
I'm running out of time so I been getting higher
Saying that you love me, use the one that liners
I'm not so easy with falling in love girl
It feels like a drug, I cannot get enough of you
Say you need me, like I need you
Do you want me, like I wanted you?
Hanging by a thread and I know you ain't the distance
Run away from my problems and list them
Can you give me something for me to believe in
Im so sick of this dream, I be falling to pieces
I been chasing my head high, these drugs by my best side
Im waiting for next time, wait for me, it's alright
My sanity, I've lost my mind