Daev Martian - Addiction I Lyrics

What?
Sex?
Money?
Life?
Drugs?
Everything!
Ay Ay Ay Ay
What? Sex? Money? Life? Drugs? Everything!
Ay Ay Ay Ay
Been in the cut you see the scars on my face (Uh)
I been a lot I'm the reason you need some space (Uh)
Cant simmer down since my gravity been displaced (Uh)
A bonsai tree is what I need to activate me
Checked the diagnosis and the doctor says I'm fine
But I know I'm really sick 'cause I been feeling like a swine
Can't nobody help me I need something more divine
I know that its inside, its just something I must find
Looking for solutions in my liquor
Little does a nigga know he makes himself a victim
I try to defuse but I end up being the trigger
Perpetual cycle keep projecting in my inner
I been too dependent on externals as of lately
Digging deep within as the devil isolates me
Addiction keeps gripping me with its sweet symphonies
Just as I get better I get caught up in it literally
Since the age of 8, in the same gate locked up
Almost 28 still I think about these nut busts
All those eTV late night movies got me f*cked up
Now I can't relate to my lady 'cause I'm f*cked up
Feel like Kurt Cobain I'm not worthy Ive been giving pain
Im the one to blame every time that we separate
I know I'm a mess, but these demons I gotta face
In the end of days know the truth was my base
Infant decision making tarnished my innocence
One day when I conquer I hope that you're still interested
Cause' I don't wanna celebrate my life without the love of it
Know that you're the love of it, lets get on some other shit
Sorry that I took advantage of your remorse
With all these consequences, dealing with shit keeps getting worse
Feels like Im way too deep to get up and I need to disperse
Im on my knees, I beg or mercy that I do not deserve
What? Addiction
Sex?
Addiction
Money?
Addiction
Life?
(Addiction)
Drugs?
(Addiction)
Everything
(Addictive)
Ay Ay Ay Ay
What? Addiction
Sex?
Addiction
Money?
Addiction
Life?
(Addiction)
Drugs?
(Addiction)
Everything
(Addictive)
Ay Ay Ay Ay