Garden Avenue Video (MV)

G-G-G-G made another one It's like I don't know who I am anymore
Reaching for the stars by a weight, keeping me on the floor
Life has it's rainy days, lately it's an endless storm
Pain and disappointment have become the new norm

People say they have no one to run to, what if there was nothing to run from
Worried like, what if I make it and lose everything to a gun
Aint been myself for a while, wondering who I was before
Fore I was completely, utterly, emotionally torn

Trying to conversate with God, but the devil always butting in
Did I really lose myself, or is this how I always been
So many feelings on the inside that I try to lock away
Try to set my own paths, only leading me astray

Truly happy me, where did you go? I do not have a clue
Think I left my inner peace back at Garden Avenue
I'm over emotional and numb at the same time
Overthinking every situation and I'm wondering

How I became the way that I am
The Lord is my shepherd and I'm a lost lamb
Feeling crowded on the inside the same time I'm empty
Everyone go through tests I wish they would exempt me

Lives come with trials and tribulations
And they don't need no invitation
Tear your life up, then you're supposed to get everything back in formation
Tear your life up, then you're supposed to get everything back in formation

Older I get, more I appreciate my youth
The wiser I get, see, even people lies have some truth
Wanna be rich, but not what they sell in the stores
Think I left my inner peace back in the 914

So many feelings on the inside that I try to lock away
Try to set my own paths, only leading me astray
Truly happy me, where did you go? I do not have a clue
Think I left my inner peace back at Garden Avenue

So many feelings on the inside that I try to lock away
Try to set my own paths, only leading me astray
Truly happy me, where did you go? I do not have a clue
Think I left my inner peace back at Garden Avenue