I'd understand if you don't love me like I want you to
I'd understand if you don't need me like I've needed you
And all the times that I've been staring in the mirror
I never saw the desperation that I pointed to
This all was useless
I'd ball it up to throw away
It it weren't for the music
Another memory Stowed away
One day I'm hopin
That my whole world is going to change
At any moment
And why did life seem perfect before lust
Before Lust
Before Lust
Why does...
I'd understand if you would leave and walk away by now
And when I snap at you your attitude could tear me down
And all this time that I've been standing in your way
You refuse to leave and forever you will stay
It all was worth it
The times I tried I failed to learn
I couldn't be perfect
The life I had was all a blur
And i deserved it
But my whole world is bound to change
At any moment
And why does life seem perfect after us
After Us
After Us