Some things are hard to find
But I'm only living in your mind
And they say love makes us blind
And it got us running out of time
Walkin' in my city but I'm thinking bout her presence
Tryna shake it off but I start to feel the absence
Talking to myself bout the lesson that it brought
Stressing cuz I wonder why she left : whats the cause?
Pondering my wrongs and their places
(Yeah)
I Went through lotta things so I cannot be complacent
Skipped me couple phases so I never shed a tear (yeah)
Had to my pay dues cuz my growth was in arrears
I got some Higher standards that surpasses all my peers
I want a higher woman that will give me all her years
I want a pretty wife that will let me wipe her tears
But I started to get passive when I look over the fears
Way too many women and they draining
Worth a couple pennies and they aging
I burned too many bridges, so I never seen em lift the wedding veil
I'm cursing my own self when I label them as witches, cause they wanted pretty nails
Selective when I'm thinking with my stick
Sometimes I be thinking, man I'm hella sick
Why the hell I'm chasing after women that are different, we'll never ever click
Couple girls in Cali, I met this pretty girl from the Six
Built up like she's Kylie, she never had a tally
I even bought her roses but that was all my folly
She studies under palm trees, that'll give away
I wonder why she charmed me, I guess I feel betrayed
Women nowadays they alarm me with their ways, and they ringing while they hiding their ids, and someday
I might finally accept this dumb idea that they're simply made this way
Some things are hard to find
But I'm only living in your mind
And they say love makes us blind
And it got us running out of time
I might as well inject this illusion I'm ideal when I probably need to pray
I'm obviously the problem and also the solution 'Cause a man gotta perfect on the things his life decays
Gimme bigger checks I need a bigger pay
Hit a bigger flex I'm lifting heavy weights
Add me better sex & gotta bring a bouquet
Life is a test growing ain't so cliche
A part of me is feeling some deception 'cause I somehow got rejected for the direction that I took and the connection didn't work but the affection never stopped
And I wanted to be coptic but I know this shit is toxic when you try to compromise 'cause your views are not synoptic but a part of me has lost it, one too many boxes and I crossed it one too many failures and I tossed it
Flossing back and forth with my stories bout them stages when we talk and we having intercourse but really we're just practicing divorce cuz we end up never talking, no sight of remorse, tell me what's the source
I start to feel impatient cuz I wonder why they all feeling enforced
Maybe I'm in love
With something so adjacent I don't see it
I let the one above
Make me feel complacent cuz I need it
I'm longing for this feeling
Something of a latence with a meaning
Until I find the one who completes me
Some things are hard to find
But I'm only living in your mind
And they say love makes us blind
And it got us running out of time