C4y Video (MV)

15 wit my nose open
No swag but in uniform ima field surgeon
Slick talker but wit me you'd always play the bid
A year later in desi basement you let me hit
Fast forward I got you wanting to fight some women
Flared nostrils and late menstruals, the cycles spinning
It's you and I verse the world, like I'm Scott Pilgrim
You my Ramona my rider when I stood at attention
That summer you left, everything got so chilly
Who told you it was cool for you to move to philly
Who told you it was cool for you to tat his name
Now you in the city girl you acting up, I feel a way
Years past I'm hittin you up to link again
I'm talking the future you wasn't listening
I'm thinking bout the level both of us could reach next
You thinking paul blart, more security you want your ex
I did everything I could just to keep you home
Its hard to keep your wings closed when you've already flown
Laying down wit older men, you swore you was grown
You're married wit 2 kids now and you still feel alone
You up north reside on campus at Mt. Clair
I'm usually local drove 2 hours to get there
It's very vivid the memories you and I share
Pumpkin picking wit yo best friend at the state fair
You had a meal on he stove for me when I touched down
I guess it's fitting that without you I had shed pounds
Teri Teri wit this lady on Bergenline ave
I was acting nervous, holding all my feelings back
Knew I would love you from the night we spent on Hudson pier
You picked my brain apart, I open up, you hold me near
Looked me in my eyes, kissed me slow, I shed a tear
You wiped my cheek, in love with you my biggest fear
How is it that I'm wearing face masks with you?
Getting lifted while the speaker blasting Ms. Badu
Hotboxing on the rooftop, you were my view
I'm so ahead of myself I saw my wife in you
I skipped the little the things I never asked how was your day
The distance feels even deeper when you miles away
Finals coming up you in them books, no time to fail
No time for me I've lost my little fairytale
In another life maybe but only time will tell
Now we barely talk, and when we do I feel it's stale
I wish the best for you, a graduate, you doing well
Was bubbly at first, now we flat like ginger ale
It's like Men got feelings too
I ain't ashamed to say I was in love with you
Not at all
From first kiss to sneak diss
From toe nails to pig tails
From great smiles to tear falls
Why stall?
Love me today cause I can die tomorrow
That's real shit