Daniel Scott - the bottle Lyrics

How did i end up here
On my ass as you would say
Still reaching for a bottle
Knowing that it drove you away
And the bottle can be kind to me
But often brings me pain
Keeps my company when i'm in need
Since it drove you away

And if you wonder how I've been
Well I've seen better days, and better nights with better ends
Though you don't about me my friend
I'll still write you letters and call you dear
I'll still write you songs that you won't hear
I'll still find myself saying your name
But please forgive the bottle, it's me to blame

If only i had known about was in store for me
These long nights, sleepy eyes, and tired bones so weak
Well these bones have been too nice to me
Someday they're sure to break
You won't be there to see since i drove you away

I'll pick up my feet
I've been dragging myself everywhere
I'll go get some sleep and not starve myself, i swear
I'll write down my dreams just so i know when i got scared
Like when i had to let you leave
Because i chose the bottle