Always Been Like This Video (MV)

I just saw the clock
I just saw
I just saw
I just saw the clock

I just saw the clock go backwards
Think that that means I'm insane
If two of me are in my brain
I play it out like I do every time
I let you win and I look at my eyes
in my reflection
I see nothing
A face that I don't recognize

And it's always been like this like this
It's always been like this like this

If I don't go to sleep
Think I might lose my brain
I'm losing my grip and I hesitate
I don't know who to trust
I'm in a rush these days
I try to fade it out
But all the pain just stays
I keep my medicine medicine always restocked
And I'm never never I'm never gonna stop

You really hit me with that fake smile
My body's catching wildfire
Hopped out the whip to get a breath of salt
I'm addicted to the life can't stop
Tumble me down but I walk on water
Maybe I'm a goddess daughter
Test me if you want go father
I'm the one with heavy karma
Try to work it out with bigger doses
Choking on the storyline I'm chosen
Posted up curbside I'm focused
I know I'll be just fine
I'm just choked up on the storyline