HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT? Video (MV)

You gonna hate this shit
Have you ever thought that maybe it's you and it's not me
Have you ever wondered why she would've want me
Has it ever occurred to you while you were barking that you look like a bitch that suddenly got heat
Heaven in the room but still got a heartbeat
I'm feeling like a king, I feel like monarchy
Have you had a dream, you were chasing like Aldean
I know that I'm harping
Cuz I've been going for a minute, I ain't even close to finished
I got million dollar goals, that can't even fit the sentence
I don't really want the throne, I just rather independence
And I'm really in the zone, London flowing like a menace
And she really like my tone, know you feeling a little jealous
Call me daddy on the phone, all she think about is sinning
There ain't nothing you and your boy can really do to me
I'm out in this room just penning your eulogy
You can say all this shit to me online
But I know it's easy to hate when you're having a hard time
Really do this shit, not taking it part time
Music ain't a joke, it saved me from dark nights
What do you know about transmuting a feeling that's really bad
And turning it something a little tangible
I had depression too, ambition made it manageable
And it'll cover the bills like Hannibal
Narcissistic personality disorder is the saddest shit that I ever seen
I knew a Amber Heard and I was her Johnny D
She dirtied my image with lies I could never clean
But really I feel sorry for you
Cause someone you look up to was neglecting or harming you
And that shit stays forever
You got broken pieces that'll never fit together
And now you gotta find ways to keep feeding your ego
You starving for attention and it's making you emo
Torturing your BM, thinking no doesn't mean no
Traumatizing the kids, they need stitches like Lilo
Tell your doctor up the dosage
And maybe a refill
I've been driving your ass crazy, well fasten your seatbelt
Cause I'm about to crash out, know I feel a bit evil
You can convince those dummies that haven't seen what I see
That you're some sort of victim hooked up to an IV
I heard it all before, you're a predictable type beat
Smart enough to know she out of your league like Ivy
You got two sides and I'm talking to both
Tell that nice guy he don't ever want the smoke
Tell that demon I've been to hell and back
And I'm willing to raise again if provoked
Tell your therapist you need a session with them
Tell your friend he's mad she didn't leave your ass for him
Tell your failed musician this shit almost made me wanna never hear another f*cking lyric again
Tell your followers about your mugshot bitch
You got energy for women but see a man and you switch
Trust, I'm the one that you never wanna meet
Cause I'm giving out karma that hits harder than the beat
Oops, I did it again
Yeah, quit playing with me