Darius Mullin - Superfan Lyrics

I'm about to get real, let me tell you how I feel
I'm not really an artist, even when I try my hardest
A superfan, I tried too hard to be legit
Do I really have a talent, or is obsession all it is?
A superfan, I feel like a superfan
Other people out here all looking like they're Superman
Honestly people don't really listen to my product
But I'm out here freaking out cause I got collabs on my project?
I mean yes, it's super cool. I don't wanna act the fool
But honestly I'm really just a minnow in a big pool
Tryna balance music ambition and staying in school
Sometimes I'm feeling like I broke all the wrong rules
I'm about to get real, let me tell you how I feel
I'm not really an artist, even when I try my hardest
A superfan, I tried too hard to be legit
Do I really have a talent, or is obsession all it is?
Sometimes I write dumb lines and hide behind the beat
Sometimes I wish that collabs were a little more cheap
Hold on a second (Lord, use me)
Sometimes I have to pray just to stay on my two feet
Sometimes I'm unsteady, sometimes I'm insecure
But I'm looking to the Lord like "make this music Yours"
5 loaves and 2 fish. I know You're gonna use it
Never let it be about me when I make this music
Multiply my offering beyond what I can see
Because I know that Your kingdom is more important than me
You can use me when I'm cold, You can use me when I bring heat
And even when I'm a superfan I know the Lord'll use me
I'm about to get real, let me tell you how I feel
I'm not really an artist, even when I try my hardest
A superfan, I tried too hard to be legit
Do I really have a talent, or is obsession all it is
A superfan, I feel like a superfan
Not an artist, not a fan, more like in the middle, man
A superfan, I feel like a superfan
But Lord knows that I'm much more than just a superfan