I don't smoke away the pain it always comes back again
I just wear gold chains
To make me feel like Bruce Wayne
Living in the darkness
So you cant see how im heartless
Just like Joker walking a path full of malice
This is just a ballad full of sadness with a bit of madness try keep it balanced
I just wanna buy a palace living lavish
Yuh yuh
All I get is life full of havoc it can be pretty savage cannot wait till I perish
Like a soap opera I will die in spanish
This all seems like a dark passage
Just like chapters I will move right through it
Yuh yuh yuh
Right through it
Yuh Yuh Yuh
Right through it
Yuh
Even on sunny days
My insides are grim and grey
All I do is hope and pray that this feeling fades away
I don't fear the day I won't wake just what awaits and the way that I behave
Will they call me insane
I ain't one to to complain
Looking for escape to these current heartaches cant seem to go away
I know I can't be the person that I use to be
Looking in the mirror hating whos
Looking back at me
I know I can't be the person that I use to be
Looking in the mirror hating whos
Looking back at me
I know I can not be the person that I use to be
Looking in the mirror hating whos
Looking back at me
Yuh yuh yuh
Aye yuh
Everytime I think I'm dreaming realize I aint even sleeping
Svmus be the name yuh
Winning is the game yea
'Ploding like m33 hand grenade yuh
I dont think I've found my purpose and it makes me nervous yuh
Make it better with some cuban link purchase yuh
Mask away my never ending burdens
It don't matter cause they only want to see the surface
Everyone hides behind some shiny curtains
Double cups full of purple hear them slurping
Slurring there meaningless empty verse
Thinking there really diverse in there little universe
I ain't one to speak cause It feels like im a living curse
Bound for a life to only get worse
Waiting for my hearse to arrive set the course for the underworld yuh
Only to return with the blades of chaos
Fighting off my demons
Getting rid of all these feeling
This is my way of healing
All my mental beatings