Pain inside, sometimes I feel so ashamed of my life
Seems like everything will be ok.
If i run away, Sometimes i run away Away
Sometimes i feel like running away
Now I got my life back, finally seeing clearer now
Vision 2020, music's something that I'm hearing now
Sky is blue, sun is out, sorta having fun right now
Working hard, stay involved, don't wanna lose myself right now
In my zone, all alone, third base, rounding home
Walking in these foreign streets, all I ever do is roam
Love my kids, glad they here, Christmas all they see this year
They see I care, see no fear, they smile on me and shed a tear
All I see is that my life is coming full circle
Never had a time frame, never had a curfew
These words do more damage than me, they don't really understand me
Or stand D-A-R-Q-R-A-W, that's me
Don't ask me for a penny when you know you wouldn't give it
When I was dead broke and I was assed out for a phone call, you wouldn't hit me
Don't need you, ain't running no more, I stand on my two feet
I won't lose in defeat, I risked it all, truly
Pain inside, sometimes I feel so ashamed of my life
Seems like everything will be ok
If i run away, Sometimes i run away Away
Sometimes i feel like running away
Why I paid off my debt so I could sleep good at night
Got a good job, I'm in school, I made that sacrifice
It's like I risked it twice with the rebirth of Christ
I cleansed up my soul, now I'm thinking precise
My lights on, my phone's on, no warrants for me
No one strike, no two or three, no laws out for me
I'm hoping my BM wanna be friends after this
I'm smoking to relax, no relapse after this
To crave what's hazardous, I thank God no more
No runaways from demons, put a break on my flaws
And everyone who said I couldn't get back up, well I got back up twice
Wishing me bad luck for the hoopty to get around, but that shit fail me
Man, the story of my life is what they tell me
Darkness, the chapter I lived on, those pages autobiography, Mr. Raw cutting stages
Pain inside, sometimes I feel so ashamed of my life
Seems like everything will be ok
If i run away, Sometimes i run away Away
Sometimes i feel like running away
If you was in my shoes, take a look and see what I would do
I would always run, but the track became familiar too
White lines, three lanes, couldn't stay in one
For too long, I was smacked, mind, body numb
Mind full of rum, body weaken by the shots
Suicidal thoughts, but them children made me stop
Made me want to be the prime example of a dad
That superhero figure's something that I should've had
A lot of people go through it, voices never heard
So my voice could be the one that they hearing when they heard
Turn it loud, turn it loud, I'ma make the speakers burst
I'm giving you my life, not just fillers for a verse
I'm the same me, don't ask me for a penny when you know you wouldn't give it
When I was dead broken, I was asked out for a phone call, you wouldn't hit me
Don't need you, ain't running no more, I stand on my two feet
I won't lose in defeat, I've risked it all, truly