Davaun - Skipped a Page Lyrics

I skipped a page in my notebook
Just to write this song
And that is to say, this is something that I haven't done in a long
Long, long, long time
I didn't come to play
I've been working on me, I remember feeling so blue
And so I skipped a page in this notebook
As a reminder that I grew
Grew, grew so much

Life hit me like a ton of bricks
Cliche, but the cliches tend to do the trick
I remember waking up one morning
Sick to my stomach, but didn't want to vomit, no
Didn't want to get up or leave the bed
Am I ill or is it just in my head
Am I dealing with shh I never dealt with?
If we don't talk about shh, can it be dealt with

Tried to brush it off, get back on track
But it wouldn't stop, it's getting bad
I barely sleep at all, insomniac
And I have work tomorrow, can't think about that
Missing paychecks, missing school, losing friends
Missing family, out of town, can't see them
What's the point of it all? No point in questioning
Starting over tomorrow, let's make the best of it

I skipped a page in my notebook
Just to write this song
And that is to say, this is something
That I haven't done in a long
Long, long, long time
I didn't come to play
I've been working on me I remember feeling so blue
And so I skipped a page in this notebook
As a reminder that I grew so much
So much that I have been

Getting back to me
Actually, factually speaking, I'm
Just getting to know myself
And I had a lot of help
I used to try and do it all, kick myself if I dropped the ball
Bigger they are, the harder they fall
And I can say that cause I'm talking about the ego involved

I've never been the type to doubt or question my resolve
And if I did, I wasn't doing what I felt I was called to do
Who knew
Who knew that a change in attitude could change everything about you

I skipped a page in my notebook
Just to write this song
And that is to say, this is something
That I haven't done in a long time
I didn't come to play
I've been working on me I remember feeling so blue
And so I skipped a page in this notebook
As a reminder that I grew so much