Guilt (feat. Jason Medina) Video (MV)

Your Words cut deep deeper than
Any blade
Lately I've been in this lone state
Contemplating my mistakes
The mistakes I've made along the way
Tho they made me who I am today
I still regret a lot of things I said
I lied to you I failed you
I'm tired of how I'm living
I'm sick of all the sinning
I'm the worst of them all
Full of flaws
Why they looking at me with admiration
For inspiration?
You're the only friend I've ever had
When I feel sad
You seem to wipe the tear for my eyes
I've let you down
I accept it if you don't want to deal
With me now
Still I ain't got anyone else
All I'm trying to say is forgive me
Forgive me for the times I was unfaithful
Times I made promises
Didn't keep em I was ungrateful
Times I lied to get away with things
Cause I knew you'd forgive me cAuse
You're graceful
Times I doubted you when I prayed
And didn't receive the answer
On how I wanted
Times I failed my parents
Times I said I'd change but didn't
In the process
When I thought you abandoned me
Times I thought you didn't care for me
Times I hurt the people who really care
Bout me

Words can't explain how I feel right now
I just feel guilty please forgive me I just feel guilty please forgive me

My mind is a factor
With squares and octagonal
Puzzles connected
And each section is
Carved with a message
Whether it's mistakes
Good and bad memories all trisected
Dig a little deeper
Theres a secret box with commandments
Go a little higher there's a box
With my imperfections
The section where a lot of us
Like to hang in
If you could live my life
If you could
See with these eyes
If you could feel my pain
It's insane
I am in A lot of pain it's painful
All I want is to make you happy
And really I am thankful
I need you right now
I'm at the lowest point of my life
I'm losing my mind
I'm losing my time
Tryna to acquire a new piece of mind
I know I know I haven't been honest
Maybe I deserve it
That's why I'm asking for your forgiveness
So I can have a clean conscience
Sickened of waking up dead
All this burden all this weight
I'm just a human with too much stress
Too much mess
Trying to be the best i can be
I just fail in the process
I haven't been me lately
But I promise plainly
You'll always see the best of me
Bravely
I'm sorry for the pain
Please remove this chain
From my brain

Words can't explain how I feel right now
I just feel guilty please forgive me I just feel guilty please forgive me

The last thing I need is to
Hold on to this guilt
Imma tear this house of
Accusations I built
Past is meant to stay in the past
Can't look go forward while looking back
Your mercy is all I need I need
I promise please intercede fo me
I'm Sick of all this pain I bleed
It's what makes me
I Ain't ashamed to accept that I'm weak
I tend to be strong
When I hit my knees Instead of my feet
So Forgive me for all the things
That I did

Words can't explain how I feel right now
I just feel guilty please forgive me I just feel guilty please forgive me