As I sit here I, take a look at my reflection
Who am I kidding my life ain't worth living
Cause the day that you suddenly died
It hurt me so much I couldn't stop I just cried
It's the pain inside I find so hard to hide
I can still hear your voice when I lay there at night
You were my guidance, my guiding light
And it went dark when another angel took flight
But I know now that you're safe up in heaven
I sit and reminisce about when we was eleven
Cause to be honest, it seems like it was yesterday
I can still hear your voice but it's starting to fade
And I can still feel your presence when I visit your grave.
But all I got left are the memories we made
You're the time of person that can never be replaced
I just wish I had the chance to say goodbye to your face.
I mean it not never
I mean it not never
I mean it not never
I mean it not never
Since you been gone things haven't been the same
I start to well up at the mention of your name
I still got so much to say it's such a shame
I kinda feel guilty like I'm the one to blame
I should have been there to have your back
And now I'll do anything to have you back
And now I'm stood here, dressed in all black
But I feel lost, like I don't know how to act
You used to calm me down, but now you're not around
I got no one to keep my feet on the ground
I'll see you again when I'm heaven bound
I'll meet you at the gates when the trumpets sound
I'll never forget the moment we shared together
We looked out for each other no matter the weather
Your always be my best mate forever
I'll never forget you
I mean it not never
I mean it not never
I mean it not never
I mean it not never
I mean it not never