Day Dakri - alone pt. 2 Lyrics

I'm lost inside my mind
All alone and I
I just hold on tight
Fighting for my life
In silence I confide
Inside a web of lies
That I build for myself
Every time I escape this hell with highs
I just ride
A wave that crashes into a brick wall
I just hit that bitch and splat
Now I'm lying on my back
Drowning in tears
I don't fear
Nothing but that f*cking mirror
Can you hear what I'm on
Bitch I'm gone
If this song don't work how
Every other song does
Yeah is it wrong to
Use this music shit to stay alive
Every time I wanna die
I just hit this f*cking mic
And I go ahead indict
Exactly what is going on in this place you call a mind I
I think of it more a prison that I find
Myself trapped in like most of my time and
Since the shit rhymes you just saying to the vibe
As you listen to a cry for help
Its so cold this low
I sit all alone
You just gotta up your gold
Says the know it all
What do we even know
I sit all alone
I can't feel at home
My skin ain't my own
Like what am I supposed to do when the body I shape
Is misplaced so my body I hate
More I think about my body mind aches
I can't take this so a couple pills I'll take saying
F*ck you if there's recluse in me
Drug use has been profuse in me
I loved you but you was using me
F*ck you come tie this noose for me
I been suicidal since I could conceptualize it
I was twelve years old first time I would try it
Fact that I'm alive shows what a failure I am
Can't even succeed at something natural as dying
Broken rope, overdose
Wake up feeling coma toast
Can't speak, hold my throat
Can't sleep, can't walk
Yet walking on this very line
Has shifted my paradigm
Its not that I'm scared to die
Scared of being paralyzed