I've been numbing my despair, going high, low
Rising up into the air, where my mind goes
Diving down into the depths of a rhinestone
Time slows as my eyes roll
I know I can't live like this forever
I know I can't live like this forever
Sometimes I don't want to know what it is like
Being free from the vice that takes my live
I need some light, you can see me type
What you need, and I'm like
Boy what's your price
No I can't live like this forever
I know I can't live like this forever
I do the most drugs when I'm suicidal
I tried to kill myself way before I ever tried those
Coping mechanisms that often do take the high road
So you can't tell me that it's the drugs that make my mind go
Dark inside my head
Sorry, I've been dead
And that's why I've been numbing my despair, going high, low
Rising up into the air, where my mind goes
Diving down into the depths of a rhinestone
Time slows as my eyes roll
I know I can't live like this forever
I know I can't live like this forever