Insomnic state and disgusted with my meat suit
Dreams of mutilation, Saw IV for a preview
If I'm truly sadist I'll be cumming hanging from a noose
But I'm running straight to you, diary I'm so confused
Like I thought that I was free now
No longer need love to be comfortable to be me now
But you'll catch me running back like my team got three downs
Unwilling to accept that this forever how it be now
Pick up the pen and paper, pace around the room freestyle
Place my mental state here for all of you to see now
What are our deepest fears
I cry out but are you near
I'm flooring it can you steer
For you there's nothing here
I've been running
I'm still running
I've been running
I'm still running
I've been running
I'm still running
I've been running
I'm still running
Like I thought that I was free now
Comfortable to be me now
Like I thought that I was free now
Comfortable to be me now