Days to Waste - suffocate Lyrics

I find myself inside a coffin underneath
6 feet below the ground it's getting hard to breathe
I look into the mirror
And barely recognize
The person on the other side

I find myself stare at the surface of the waves
It's getting further as the water meets my gaze
I look below and see the cars that pass me by
And contemplate if I could fly

And I know that I will always be alone
And I know that I will never feel at home
And I grow apart from everything I have
These memories will never last

And so be this vacant dream
I let go of beautiful things
I'm trying to believe my mind
But I see through all of these lies

And I know that I will always be alone
And I know that I will never feel at home
And I grow apart from everything I have
These memories will never last
And I fall so far that I can hardly see
Down below the ground is catching up to me
The clouds above they weep and softly sing my name
As I start to float away

And I give up
It's not enough
I'm feeling hollow
Feeling stuck
I'm sorry for the way I am
I wish I was a better man
But I'm still weak
I'll never be
The person I'm supposed to be
I'm so weak
I'll never be
Anything

Never be
Never speak
Anything
Everything
Walk away
Hide my face
Disappoint
My family
Dissapear
Never here
Fade into
The ally way
Hold my breath
Nothing left
Feel my chest
Suffocate