[Intro]
Sacred words echo in my head at night
Trying to sleep but the guilt won't make it right
[Verse 1]
Mama's prayers five times a day
But your boy's been leading himself astray
Got the family name, but I changed the game
Living life that brings them so much shame
Cathedral halls where I dare to sing
My truth that makes the church bells ring
They say I'm lost, yeah, they might be right
But in this darkness, I found my light
[Chorus]
I'm an infidel in designer clothes
Breaking rules that everybody knows
Call me sinner, call me what you want
These prayers won't make me what I'm not
This is my lullaby, my own sacred song
Where I finally feel like I belong
[Verse 2]
Daddy's pushing marriage, trying to set me straight
But these chains of tradition, man, they'll have to wait
Got my own religion, worship at my pace
Find salvation in this different space
Family dinners full of judgment stares
While I'm choking on their silent prayers
They want submission, want me on my knees
But I found freedom in these melodies
[Bridge]
Between the mosque and microphone
Built myself a brand new home
Where holy water meets cologne
And sin feels sweeter than I've known
[Chorus]
I'm an infidel in designer clothes
Breaking rules that everybody knows
Call me sinner, call me what you want
These prayers won't make me what I'm not
This is my lullaby, my own sacred song
Where I finally feel like I belong
[Outro]
Let the prayer beads fall to the floor
While I dance through this open door
This rebellion's all I'm living for
My sacred profanity forevermore