DISSOCIATIVE Video (MV)

In my heart it is everything
In my head it is nothing
In reality, I'm not
In reality, I'm not
In my heart it is everything
In my head it is nothing
In reality, I'm not
In reality, I'm not

I am caught
Little rock
Fragile balance
Sit on top
Topple over you a flop
Always knew the outcome thought you'd make it to the top
But you're more like Malcolm and you don't know when to stop
Why you over there all alone
Bitch I don't know why I'm alone
Deep down in my soul I feel a urge to make connections but accepting the concessions of slowing down
And trying not to be so f*cking reckless
Spend my time second guessing, a sure thing must surely have some holes
Poke a few and question the integrity
Those are new, I'm upset by the way you're setting me
I know I find this shit unsettling
I know that there's a better me but that's the pressure see
Everyone else does, but not me
I just see the same wish for death in the mirror
The distortion's clearer
I'm wiping tears with my fingers

In my heart it is everything
In my head it is nothing
In reality, I'm not
In reality, I'm not
In my heart it is everything
In my head it is nothing
In reality, I'm not
In reality, I'm not

Got a long drive home
Snow trodden backroads
Snap out or crash now
Won't tap out
No fast route
Digging and digging and looking for gold
Your soul sows what you owe though
And you don't know how it comes through
It might bulldoze your whole home
And you have to rebuild when the devil gone
I promise you work it won't stay for long
Just get out of the spot man you hella won't

You start your sing-a-long and you brought your weed along
You're vibing to this song so imma keep it going

In my heart it is everything
In my head it is nothing
In reality, I'm not
In reality, I'm not
In my heart it is everything
In my head it is nothing
In reality, I'm not
In reality, I'm not