DAZD - There's a lot going on Lyrics

It's been a lot of shit going on
It's hard enough just to wake up
Soon as I do I just face a blunt
And spend the day counting blue faces up
It's been a lot of shit going on
It's hard enough just to wake up
Soon as I do I just face a blunt
And spend the day counting blue faces up

I see you in my dreams I'm tired of waking up
The only motivation I have is finding love
Within myself or I'll be stuck
Tryna find a cute girl with a big butt
I see you in my dreams I'm tired of waking up
Promises I made but never kept up
Lying on the floor crying nobody's home
I hope I won't be gone too long

Look in the mirror yeah who do you see
Do you see yourself
Well not me
I'm tryna love myself now
But I just want to break out
Really wanna throw a fit now
Grab a pill, take a couple lines to the face now
Drown in my vices I can't pay the prices
I'm nice but a monster inside lives
My vision is blurry, my thoughts still coherent
I'm living life sideways
All that time I was fine, just couldn't get it out
Those were some dark days
Love the way that I look at myself when I know somebody wants me

It's been a lot of shit going on
It's hard enough just to wake up
Soon as I do I just face a blunt
And spend the day counting blue faces up
It's been a lot of shit going on
It's hard enough just to wake up
Soon as I do I just face a blunt
And spend the day counting blue faces up
It's been a lot of shit going on
It's hard enough just to wake up
Soon as I do I just face a blunt
And spend the day counting blue faces up