Dead Boys - Can't Sleep (Prod. E$kimo) Lyrics

Starring at my phone full of missed calls an texts what a f*cking mess
Life the impossible test never right nor wrong just misery following its here to stay
What else to say
This pain will end me
This place the death of me found the beauty but it withered away
Misunderstood drugs do me good till the high fades away
Here's another fake grin give me a reason to stay why not dwell on my tragedies
Lost everything close to me but that's how life be
Can't you see this is the agony pick me up just to throw me away
There's no god only darkness and disperse
Scents of death lingers in the air wishing I was there dye wouldn't even care
Look at my face no f*cking smile living this life
I'm in f*cking denial just so blank this life a mistake hope one day
To never awake hope one day to escape
Meet with fate say goodbye please don't cry
When I die meet with fate say goodbye please don't cry when I die
Don't f*cking cry when I die

Lately I've been down and I just wanna give up
I've been looking at the world like I just don't give a f*ck
When I've given up on love and they're telling me good luck
Put a bullet in my brain when I can't hit up the plug
Take me away with a nose full of cane where the hoe's say my name
Where the dope ain't the same shake me awake
I've been hating the place I was raised an phased
By the shameful embrace of my dead fathers grave
I am just so sick of all the motherf*cking pain I am so fed up with you
Calling my f*cking name I am just a demon with a human for a frame
But I wish I was nothing always feeling so insane
F*ck
Yeah take this knife end my life drive it right into my chest tonight
I'm so sorry I never meant to make you cry never meant to leave you
I wish I would've died that night
I know I've tried to end myself I will be fine drive myself out into the ocean tonight
Take myself out of this miserable life

Powder lined up on a tray and I face it
Suicidal thoughts dissipate
Left my mind vacant only for a minute
And it's back to the disarray praying for decay everyday I awake
Ice in my nose
Drip down my throat
Hit my heart
Now it froze
Can't feel a thing anymore
Can't feel a thing anymore
Numbed up
Such a dumb f*ck
She hate me when I'm like this
Apologize all the time but I can't find the will to change yet
Maybe someday
But I'll probably fade away before then
All alone in the end with a blade in my chest wouldn't have it any other way