Dead by Sunday - Vicious Cycle Lyrics

Reaching for the intangible things I pursue to hold
Falling farther each time I think I have found control
Seeking guidance to lead me back, break through the threshold
I'm stuck in a suffocating yet all too familiar mold
Am I seeing things that aren't there
Where were you when I was lost and scared
Is this just another illusion that I'm trapped in
The vicious cycle is gonna end before it begins
Demon, I'm so comfortable inside your wretched grasp
Feed me, more delusions, one step closer to collapse
I try to occupy my time with any other task
Oh but it's too hard to break the cycle when it's always in effect
You can see me but there's no one there
You're talking to me but I'm unaware
I'm just going down the rabbit hole again
Reverse the vicious cycle pulling me right in
Am I seeing things that aren't there
You're talking to me but I'm unaware
I'm just going down the rabbit hole again
The vicious cycle's gonna end before it begins
Reverse the vicious cycle pulling me right in.