Deadbeat - Shades Lyrics

Looking at myself inside and out wondering how i became so shrouded in doubt
The mirror in front of me shows the true colors of what i can't see
Waking up for the first time to see what ive become
But whats done is done and ill never change
So hold your f*cking tongue
I don't want to live another god damn day
Unless i can shake this shit off me
I am not the person that i say i am
Nothing more than just a bitter worthless man
I am not the person that i say
But at least i can say ive done all i can
I am sick of feeling so empty insomnia takes it f*cking toll on me
I am better off hanging from a tree
My selfish ways always get the best of me
F*ck my stress and my anxiety
Insomnia always takes its f*cking toll on me
F*ck my stress and my anxiety my selfish ways will always get the best of me
I am my own victim i hate feeling these f*cking shades