Deadbeat - Spiteful Lyrics

I feel dead every single day
Dependency has left me in a f*cking haze
I'm so lost still can't find myself
This is the most alone i've ever felt

I've been broken for far to long
I just want to f*cking end it all
Disgust is all i taste
Kick the chair from beneath my feet
I will cease to be
I will cease to f*cking breath

I just want you to know i don't give a f*ck about you
As long as you exist i don't want to be alive
I can't forgive i can't forget
As long as you exist i would rather f*cking die