Drink? shit, never again
I try to have fun with one but then it begins
My wallet and friends end up stretching so thin while I plead insanity
Screaming bring the evidence in, I need help!
But it's part deception
Start regression cause if failure teaches, well lets start the lesson
Since my heart's inception, been a dark depression
I've been wasting my mind, my largest weapon
Down on the kitchen floor
I can't walk legs locked like a figure four
Cops kick in the doors and all I picture's gore and images of war
Then wake up to a hangover i've lived before
So, shades on, I can't take all the eyes
That are gazing straight into the traits I despise
With a smile made of sadness, my daily disguise
Feels like dodging grenades while I'm skating through mines
Calm demeanor, but I'm shaking inside
Still waters run deep, so I'm painted as wise
I can take it sometimes, one day i'll decide
To run in front of a freight train and face my demise
Never, cause no heaven when an atheist dies
Now pain's on the rise, medication supplied
Never take as prescribed, once a day they advise
So its eight at a time, while I'm chasing these highs, i'm done