Deadsox - FIEND Lyrics

Can you see me, or am I dreaming?
I know you want me to go, but I'm not leaving
I'm ahead of my time, still I'm stuck in the past
Creating a sound, I'm sure won't last
To me, I'm your shadow, I will leave if you ask
No place to call home, nowhere I could rest
I'm not saying that I'm feeling useless again
But I shouldn't be around just to play pretend
I'm a fiend waiting for someone to cure me
Stop haunting me down, I find it scary
Something stole my soul, it must've been a fairy
They want me to leave, but I'm not ready
I'm a friend waiting for someone to stab me
Stop stalking me, I find it very scary
Tried to sell my soul, too much weight I had to carry
They want me to leave, but I'm not ready
I'm a friend waiting for someone to call me
I'll be high up with the clouds if you're wondering
Thoughts keep overlapping, I find it exhausting
You can keep on laughing, keep on causing damage
I went in too deep, forgot what my age was
Am I too young or have I lived enough?
I'm convinced that they want me to go, but I can't go
So I'll be buried for the season under the snow
To me, I'm your shadow, I will leave if you ask
No place to call home, nowhere I could rest
I'm not saying that I'm feeling useless again
But I shouldn't be around just to play pretend
I'm a fiend waiting for someone to cure me
Stop haunting me down, I find it scary
Something stole my soul, it must've been a fairy
They want me to leave, but I'm not ready
I'm a friend waiting for someone to stab me
Stop stalking me, I find it very scary
Tried to sell my soul, too much weight I had to carry
They want me to leave, but I'm not ready
I'm a fiend waiting for someone to cure me
Stop haunting me down, I find it scary
Something stole my soul, it must've been a fairy
They want me to leave, but I'm not ready
I'm a friend waiting for someone to stab me
Stop stalking me, I find it very scary
Tried to sell my soul, too much weight I had to carry
They want me to leave, but I'm not ready