The Deal - Chains Lyrics

Every touch is a threat
Every stare has a meaning
My past won't allow me to feel what I feel
Without being so scared of the beating
I can't ever trust anyone
But I'm scared of being alone
Honestly maybe I just like the company
The f*cking feeling of being at home

Too many already
Looking for something real
Am I ready
I'm so petty
You call my heart grows heavy
Wanna chill
But I still feel unsteady
And it's not your fault
Baby it's not your fault

That's how it goes
(That's how it goes)
And I can't let these chains go
(I can't let these chains go)
They make me feel so safe
And I am starting to lose my mind
My mind

Way too many times in the ICU
But my heart still beats when I'm with you
I see you
Walking by
Wanna say hi
But I know I am
Afraid of goodbyes
And I try
And I try and I try and I try
But I can't lie
And you take up my time
And my mind doesn't know why

So many
Already
The things that you've done
They scare me
It's pathetic
Wanna live life
I won't let me
Shit is too embedded
Not at all poetic
And it's not your fault
I said it's not your fault

That's how it goes
I wanna let these chains go
You make me feel so safe
And I am starting to lose my mind
It's alright

That's how it goes
I wanna let these chains go
You make me feel so safe
And I am starting to lose my mind

That's how it goes
I wanna let these chains go
You make me feel so safe
And I am starting to lose my mind