Drop me off yeah pull the knife
I want it all in my sights
Dreams in the night
Thoughts all about suicide
Demons controlling my mind
Man who am I
Fill up my cup girl tonight
Feeling so lost yeah inside
It takes time to finally realize
I dont want a disguise no
I dont want a disguise
Searching for the best i can find
The clocks turning counterclockwise
Ima put it all behind me
Ima put it all behind me
I was running from my past and my thoughts
Holding and clenching my jaw
Oooh
Remember the nights I felt lost
Where were you who could I call
Oooh
But now Im a man Im a boss yeah
But sometimes
Yeah
Im so lost
Im so lost
In my thoughts
In my thoughts
Im so lost
In my thoughts
In my thoughts
Im so lost