December Screams Embers - Addiction I Never Had Lyrics

Your love like chemical drugs
They set my lungs on fire
And now I've had it and
I'll never give it up
I drag my name through the dirt
Just to have you
I gave everything in this world
For the sight of you
And I cried
I never truly made it did I
This fame wasn't what we expected
This chemical love to numb me out
Nothing is real in a life without this drug
And I'm so numb
I want to run
I sold my soul, my words, my life
For chemical trails and narcotic strife
This pain I feel it isn't right
It isn't real this fake fight
The days went by I felt so happy
You were found
I snuff it out and use it now
The pain it fades I slip away
Into the night
Perhaps another day
Get up Get up
Get up Get up
Please
I never truly made it did I
This fame wasn't what we expected
This chemical love to numb me out
Nothing is real in a life without this drug
And I'm so numb
Please take this gun
Darling please save me
I don't eat I don't sleep
And I don't think that
I dream anymore
And I swear
It's not me It's the drugs
This is just the
Addiction I never had
Chemical love lost in neverland
I want to stay forever
It won't leave me be
I need this to survive
Why oh Why oh
Why can't they f*cking see
Why can't they f*cking see
I never truly made it did I
This fame wasn't what we expected
(Standing on my own again)
This chemical love to numb me out
(Never even got a chance to say)
Nothing is real in a life without this drug
(Never got a chance to make it right)
And I'm so numb I've given up