deeprest - Basket Case Lyrics

Oh I
Lay in bed all f*cking day
Decisions, yeah I contemplate
Cuz I'm a f*cking basket case
Every girl who loves me always tends to run away
They always claim that I'm too good for them to even try and stay
I don't think that's true
They always find another f*cking guy
You don't have to spare my feelings baby please don't try and lie
Cuz I have this gut instinct despite all the things you try and say
Whatever I'mma stick around
Until you get bored and leave some day
Slit my wrists and cry
Hop off a bridge and die
I wanna shoot my f*cking brains out so bad, I can't figure why
Oh I
Don't understand, I'm f*cking lost
You say you love me baby
Tell me what's the f*cking cost
One day we're good
The next you say I'm entertaining other bitches
No matter how hard I try you'll never see the bigger picture
Your best friend saying that you f*cking with some other dudes
The fact you made up with her makes me really wonder if it's true
Plus I know the guys you hang with really wanna f*ck you
And you hanging with them makes it really hard to even trust you
But I still do
Cuz I'm so into you
Please don't make my nightmares turn into a nasty truth
Slit my wrists and cry
Hop off a bridge and die
I wanna shoot my f*cking brains out so bad, I can't figure why
Pop open a case yuh
Don't like to drink, but this is the time and the place yuh
Don't know how to be a grown up
Just wanna headline up on a stage yuh
Blow me off again and again
I might have to let it end
I don't wanna let it drop
The way you treat me really sucks
How you gonna say you wanna see me?
On my weekend off, you wouldn't even ring me
I'm just saying why you been avoiding me
Why don't you wanna be here
Why you making plans with others
So you don't have to be near
This is not okay
But I'm probably gonna let it go
Is she a waste of time?
I don't care, I'd waste my life
I think about her every night
I have to try, no other love in sight