DELIĆ - Narcoticated Lyrics

There ain't no clocks on the walls
But still tic toc tic toc tic toc
I can feel every second passing by
And still can't tell if it's day or it's night
There's a mattress and here I'm lying
With pills on one side and my green on the other side
My body is like dead
My mouth and my hands are the only things alive
They move and move, I'm kinda hypnotized
I feel so f*cking numb, I feel so f*cking high
I feel so f*cking numb I feel so f*cking high,
Oh, no

Narcoticated, I'm narcoticated
Narcoticated, I'm narcoticated
Narcoticated, I'm narcoticated
I'm narcoticated

I only get out
To get a big big needle pinned in my spine
I try to picture me making love
After three or four glasses of white wine
As if it wasn't this needle penetrating me
Trying to recall some pleasure in my mind
No other way to endure
No other way this could ever feel fine
No way I can distinguish this pain
Is it body or soul, is it nerves, is it veins?
The only thing I know
Is that I'm so f*cking tired
That my ego is poisoned
That I'm higher and higher

Narcoticated, I'm narcoticated
Narcoticated, I'm narcoticated
Narcoticated, I'm narcoticated
I'm narcoticated

Loving hands are washing me
A towel is going right down my back
Warm and wet

I feel blessed but I still feel wrecked
I think about mercy
'Bout some Jesus lifeless
I can feel your caress
It's like everybody's weeping
And I cry like a baby too
I feel helpless

My ego is poisoned
Is the world out there yet?
Shut in, isolated
Is the world out there yet?
Lost in a cage and the cage is me
Paralyzed and lonely in a castle with no way in
I try to dream
Try hard, try harder, I swear
But the truth is
You don't remember how it's done
You don't remember, don't remember, my dear

Narcoticated, I'm narcoticated
Narcoticated, I'm narcoticated
Narcoticated, I'm narcoticated
I'm narcoticated

I hear a music coming from afar
There's a reflection on the window glass
As if somebody's dancing
Is it true or am I just f*cking high on pills and grass?
Maybe this is what I really am
An hallucination, a ghost
A confused thought
A weak fire, a smothered desire
Melting and sleeping away
Something that keeps movin'
Even if I don't know where
Something that keeps moving
Even if I don't know where

Narcoticated, I'm narcoticated
Narcoticated, I'm narcoticated
Narcoticated, I'm narcoticated
I'm narcoticated