Deondre Anson - Anxiety Lyrics

You the girl I saw in my dreams
Fell in love with you it ain't as crazy as it seems
Voices in my head used to whisper now they screamin
I'm stupid thinkin just for a second your into me
And I'm ashamed, I know
I'm actin kinda crazy
And yes I can explain
But I might be insane
You go MIA for days and my heart get right to pacing
And all that I can think is
What if what if
We turn into enemies
What if what if we never get to see
What if what if
What if this was meant to be
How can you be sure this ain't no 123 no
Your love gives me anxiety
I done died for you
But you ain't die for me yea yea yea
I just I-I just need 4 minutes of privacy
Feeling like I'm dreaming on the ceiling
Let me go don't you ever
Competing with the demons of my freedom
Oh I hate this oppressor
F*ck the opposition
They don't know the pressure
To be addicted to the pain afflicted
Every time that you surrender
The way that you forget
The way that I remember
You love me to death
But I'm the bill collector
Put me on the stretcher I'm feeling blue
Holdin on whatever to get me through
(Get me through)
Put me through the pleasure of loving you
Never letting go so don't you go
What if what if
We turn into enemies
What if what if we never get to see
What if what if
What if this was meant to be
How can you be sure this ain't no 123 no
Your love gives me anxiety
I done died for you
But you ain't die for me yea yea yea
I just I-I just need 4 minutes of privacy
Oh your touch is menacing
No it ain't worth mentioning
All my fears are lessening
As I soak up the ecstasy
What if we turn into enemies
What if we never get to see yea
What if this was meant to be
I done died for you, but you ain't die for me
What if we turn into enemies
What if we never get to see yea
What if this was meant to be
Your love gives me anxiety