Depression - 3am Lyrics

You know, it would help if I told this shit I wanted to record here

Baby, lately you got me up at like
3 in the morning
So I just sit and write
To these f*cking beats
Shout out CapsCtrl
Drinking straight from the punch bowl
Got the tv down real low
Sitting with the thoughts that roam
In the crevices of my mind
Wishing I could take control
Hoping I can make it right
But my heart is kind of blind
But I'm still on my grind
And I'm still overrated
Even though I'm sitting
Working on my craft
That's it

Lately, I've been
Waiting for the end
Why can't you see
That I'm suffering
Let's not pretend
That I'm your friend
Lately
Lately, I've been
Waiting for the end
Why can't you see
That I'm suffering
Let's not pretend
That I'm your friend

Working till I see the sunrise, oh shit
Working to look you in the eyes once again
How do I tell you my heart's died another time
Is loving you a crime
Cause it seems I get punished every time I seem to try
Every time I seem to try
Every time I seem to try