Depression - 4 Years Lyrics

I swear to god if I f*ck anything up

Wasted 4 years of my life
Gone right out the window
4 Years just gone
Can't find a replacement
Just sitting writing rhymes in the basement
All the words I gotta say just vacant

Falling behind on the payments
Playing PlayStation
Been down this path before
Laying down the pavement
Wishing I was laying dead on the floor
Sitting still like a corpse
All these people man they snore
But I'm up late at night
All I do is sit and write
F*cking fight back the tears
I'm just getting high
Face my fears
Chugging beers
Been doing this for years
Just a volunteer
Grinding gears
Got no peers
Just wishing to disappear

Wasted 4 years of my life
Gone right out the window
4 Years just gone can't find a replacement
Just sitting writing rhymes in the basement
All the words I gotta say just vacant
Wasted 4 years of my life
Gone right out the window
4 Years just gone can't find a replacement
Just sitting writing rhymes in the basement
All the words I gotta say just va-va-vacant

Feeling like the bad guy
But you got a new guy
Can you f*cking hear me scream for my dear life
Have a mental breakdown every time I see you
Hope you feel guilty for what you did to me
But I won't be alive to see
If you regret what you did to me
Bitch I hope you're feeling me

Wasted 4 years of my life
Gone right out the window
4 Years just gone can't find a replacement
Just sitting writing rhymes in the basement
All the words I gotta say just vacant
Wasted 4 years of my life
Gone right out the window
4 Years just gone can't find a replacement
Just sitting writing rhymes in the basement
All the words I gotta say just vacant
Wasted 4 years of my life
Gone right out the window
4 Years just gone can't find a replacement
Just sitting writing rhymes in the basement
F*ck

Why the f*ck did this shit have to happen man
I'm just trying to live my life and chill
But all this bad shit gotta happen