DERUSZ - selfish. Lyrics

I find it difficult to understand
I vaguely can see your view
We weren't together in any of way
Who I am you barely knew
I'll be the bad guy the one who's the problem
If that makes it work for you
F*ck all the damage I've dealt with
Cause you want this
And you're selfish
You make it seem like I've wanted to hurt you
That I've meant to make you cry
Felt like a liability this whole time
You say this shit don't feel right
Tell everyone about how I've mislead you
Bout how many times I've lied
Even when I've tried my hardest
But shit happens
Cause I'm selfish
Strung along for my amusement
Said to me how could I do this
Babe, I don't feel any difference
When we've played both sides okay
Love pill in my veins ain't working
F*ck if I know how to word it
I'm pressing to only be honest
When we're both set in our ways