DeShawn - Suicide Note Lyrics

It's like bittersweet poetry
Might not rhyme but still flow with me
It's like bittersweet poetry
Might not rhyme but still flow with me
It's like bittersweet

Mama
Can't imagine how you feel when I
Sent them texts out telling you I can't deal no more
With how I feel no more
Being here no more
This the final goodbye
This ain't a drill no more
Before the tears come out
Let the real come out
We been beefing for years tell me what's that about
This ain't your fault though
And I ain't blaming you
I guess I kinda am
Damn (damn)
But I ain't leaving 'cause of you
I been living in darkness even before you knew
I been living with demons even before I knew
That time I told you I wish you die it wasn't true
F*ck was I thinking
Only 15 when you had me
Gave up all your hopes and dreams don't think I ever seen you happy
Maybe
That's the thing we got in common
Hope this note soften the blow when they call to let you know
I ain't coming back

I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me, no
I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you ignore yourself
So irritating, no
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
Don't let me get me (don't let me)
No, I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you ignore yourself

Doctor, Doctor won't you please prescribe me something
Day in a life of someone else (don't let me get me)
It's like bittersweet poetry
Might not rhyme but still flow with me
It's bittersweet poetry