Design the Void - Ebon Soul Lyrics

In here the quiet is so overcoming
What I wouldn't give for a moment of silence
It clings to the air around me
Procuring a faithless life

In the void
What I wouldn't give for a moment of silence

I see there's a hole in my heart
That I always play as a feeling of anxiety
They always mock me when I try to rush
But I'm dragged down from reality

I have always had this hole in my heart
Where I could choose to fill it up or just let it be
Drowned with the sound of silence
Making a way for everlasting disgrace

You will never find the strength to face this place
And propagate it
This curse I'm living in is my own
And I'll never escape
I've been here for so long now
The truth will come out but these walls don't feel like home

I feel like I need a change

Sometimes there's blackened heart
That I use when I'm sick of this reality
And when I do I will find my bliss while I'm standing on the edge
The edge of my insanity

I see myself beginning to break
Pull me back to reality
I need to find my way
I've been stuck in this bottle and life has made the cue
It's time to fight this degradation

I have been here for so long
Life has struck me through

It's time to seize this moment
My blood has turned and I'm finding my way
This strength will grant me my freedom
It will guide me into history

I see the light at the end of the tunnel
I see its glimmers and its pulling me in
I finally have the strength to be who I was meant to be

I found the strength
I found that source of meaning

I've done your bidding
Through the years of wasted beliefs
In a dream it came to me
And I was something to remember

Rise up and do your worst
You only have something when you trust your instict
Find resolve and know your worth
The pursuit of dreams starts with your own doing