desmo. - Hiding (feat. Bitter Bones) Lyrics

Ninety-nine times, chase the feels with the liquor
Ninety-nine times, in the morning getting sicker
Ninety-nine times, in the morning feeling bitter
Ain't recognizing the man in the mirror

Couldn't be too much further from a hundred
Couldn't make do never getting what I wanted
You know it's 8 o'clock on the dot, put me under
Swallow my troubles like shots, pour another

Mama, I know you disagree with that lifestyle
Borderline criminal bawling on the white tile
You can leave your cuffs, already got mine
So go and put me on trial

I'll tell you what I've been hiding
But you ain't no fool, no, you already know
Tell you I'ma stop lying
But it ain't nothing new, no, you heard it all before

Tell you what I've been hiding
But you ain't no fool, no, you already know
Tell you I'ma stop lying
I know I better stop lying, better stop lying, lying to you

Wake up every day, try to fake a smile
Bags under my eyes say I'ma stay a while
I've been going through some things, pushing people away
And the vision ain't the same, no liquor in my veins

Looking in my eyes like you know I'm trying to hide something
Living my life like I'm probably gonna die young
Drank a fifth a night, couldn't swallow my pride though
Now I wear the x's down my leg like medallions

Found passion, now I'm moving past it
Life flashing, now the light's flashing
Giving up acting, no distraction
Ain't concerned with your reaction

I'll tell you what I've been hiding
But you ain't no fool, no, you already know
Tell you I'ma stop lying
But it ain't nothing new, no, you heard it all before

Tell you what I've been hiding
But you ain't no fool, no, you already know
Tell you I'ma stop lying
I know I better stop lying, better stop lying, lying to you

I'll tell you what I've been hiding
But you ain't no fool, no, you already know
Tell you I'ma stop lying
But it ain't nothing new, no, you heard it all before

Tell you what I've been hiding
But you ain't no fool, no, you already know
Tell you I'ma stop lying
I know I better stop lying, better stop lying, lying to you