desperateBeauty - Flower (single edit) Lyrics

It's been too long since I last kissed
It's been too long since I last lived
It's been too dark
It's been too cold
I don't want this anymore
I've seen enough for one year
I've hurt enough to see things clear
I've thrown most of my life away
I've been away too long
Oh I heard
Somewhere
Someone said that
The days are getting longer
I'm sick of feeling insecure
I don't need to look into your eyes
To find the love I'm looking for
I'm happy on my own
Scared too long to face the truth
Too scared that I might be
The way I am
And nothing else
Just so I won't feel alone
Yeah I know
Yeah I heard
Someone say that
The days are getting longer
It may sound absurd to you
But 'happy' is a word that I don't use
Like other people do
I guess I'm happy now
But all those colours used to be
Much brighter and alive in me
But I can feel them rushing back
Yeah I can wait that long
Yeah I know
All I need
I need to know
That the days are getting longer