Deuczy - Mixed Emotions Lyrics

I can feel the pain, blasting through these speakers
They say life's a bitch, and didn't wanna meet her
Playing games, it distract my mind
Intuition been talking to me, can't ignore the signs
Chasing fame, you can't skip the grind
But I see the potential nigga, you might skip the line
Know the name, promise they remember
I'm coming for everything, I'm the top contender
All these emotions that I'm feeling I can't think straight
Don't wanna work a 9 to 5, and nigga I cant be late
Made this life unfair for us it really ain't a debate
Said I'm coming for the top, and no it ain't a need to restate
Middle fingers to the nation, and the people thats up front
Got my niggas in the back and we just battling for crumbs
Got these feelings that I'm gifted, and I might just be the one
I had some dark days, now I'm trying to find the sun
Look at where my life at, am I even on the right track
From a city where niggas will really kill you for a price tag
Fight back
We was always told to fight back
Got some Deebos in my hood who might not let you get yo bike back
It's like that
Promise you it's really like that
Done seen it with my own two eyes so I could cite that
Where the pipe at?
He don't know where the pipe at
They caught him sleeping and they gave that nigga a goodnight cap
Got these mixed emotions, mixed emotions
Can't tell that I'm hurting, but that's just how a nigga coping
Got these mixed emotions, mixed emotions
I can feel the pain, blasting through these speakers
They say life's a bitch, and didn't wanna meet her
Playing games, it distract my mind
Intuition been talking to me, can't ignore the signs
Chasing fame, you can't skip the grind
But I see the potential nigga, you might skip the line
Know the name, promise they remember
I'm coming for everything, I'm the top contender
Chasing all this glory for my family, and I meant that
If you wasn't here from jump, it ain't no fraction ain't no split that
Can't wait till I'm a star so I can relax and just sit back
But right now I got this hunger in me 'til my pockets get fat
No I won't change for the worse, but I'll change for the better
They say they'll hold you down, but then they change for the cheddar
Niggas change like the weather, but not my brain I won't let her
Had a talk with myself said, "Let's run this change up together"
Running this race called life, but really who the competition
Had to give them niggas space so they could fold from a distance
Sick of all this acting, play the role you was given
This my story, now watch me go complete the mission
Ain't no holding it back
Got my own GPS on the road to the racks
Always some obstacles, like damn the Rolls caught a flat
They gotta feel me, my heart and soul in this track
Got these mixed emotions, mixed emotions
Can't tell that I'm hurting, but that's just how a nigga coping
Got these mixed emotions, mixed emotions