Deviates - I Remember Lyrics

when i think of my youth, i don't remember you, you weren't there
you didn't care, you still don't care, you never cared if i did, but i don't
it was a dream i had no choice, i couldn't scream i had no voice
to say or do anything, i was all alone and the hate did grow
and i remember what its like to be different, a constant fight, ya, i remember
you couldn't see no you couldn't feel, wake up from the dream just to find its real, yeah i remember
my mind was full of hate, my heart was empty i couldn't take it
it was your choice to leave, i hated you, did you hate me?
a fight for custody, over me, a piece of property, just filled me w/ confusion
empty thoughts, anger & illusions.
Do you remember me, that whining kid, that crying baby
the hate has evolved, problem solved, you don't exist, its all your fault
yeah i remember what its like to be a kid, that's not my life
you're nothing to me, you never were, that's pretty lame
i guess that's just the way it goes... but i remember