Devine Haze - TY4TG Lyrics

Out here just tryna find my talent
Tryna find my magic
Shit I'm tryna find my balance
Good intentions, yeah I have it
But I'm acting like an addict
When I'm tryna gain some status
Cause I'm feeling like I'm static
So I'm working on my habits
Healing trauma that was tragic
Move like water in the valleys
Til my money look like mountains
Gotta clean my mental attic so I can get to stacking
I'm not gonna get it, I have it
I'm done with the thoughts of lacking
I thought the world did this to me, but I did it on my own
All the love it shared with me when I didn't feel at home
All the pain, all the tears, all the nights all alone
Only lessons showing me how to get in my zone
Thank you for the growth
In my mind, body and soul
I just grow with the flow
Til I don't, then I glow
Dip my toes in the lows
Elevate to higher zones
Floating through the unknowns
Blowing doja up on the coast
Yeah I'm gone
And I'm on one
Maybe two or three, or a really f*cking long one
Trying to forget about all the wrongs that I've done
But I wouldn't be here without them
Guess they helped me out some
Now I'm f*cked up and focused, never a good combination
See her in a choker, got me thinking about domination
You look amazing baby, let's go places on vacation
Don't worry about nothing but your body and our relations
Let's hit the beaches in Jamaica
Then we can hit it on the beach, but I ain't gonna make ya
If we starting I ain't stopping till you thank your maker
You're perfect how he made ya, baby please forget the make up
I thought the world did this to me, but I did it on my own
All the love it shared with me when I didn't feel at home
All the pain, all the tears, all the nights all alone
Only lessons showing me how to get in my zone
Thank you for the growth
I didn't think this was possible
I only knew life as dull
Ever since I was 10 years old
I didn't know where the hell to go
Had to do it all on my own
Dreams growing up in my dome
Watch em fall just like the snow
Now pick it up and make a plan
Pack it down and take a stand
An igloo or snowball in hand
I'm building dreams of a broken man
Feels like I'm falling but I never land
Like I'm getting older but I'm Peter Pan
Picked up the pipe, put it in my hand
I'm in the promised land
I thought the world did this to me, but I did it on my own
All the love it shared with me when I didn't feel at home
All the pain, all the tears, all the nights all alone
Only lessons showing me how to get in my zone
Thank you for the growth
Feels like I'm chasing something I'm never catching
Like a dog with its tail
Like a kid with magic
Running circles in my head
All my paths are collapsing
Feel like a wonderful witness to the bleak and the tragic
So I
Pray for the people
I pray for my mama
I pray for a life of peace and no drama
I pray for the strength to heal from all our trauma
We feel like it's normal and that's the real problem
So I
Roll up the fronto
And I
Head out the front door
I'm like
Where did my mind go
Somewhere up there with the alto
I'm gentle like when the wind blow
But I'm savage man like Macho
This world plays like it's Nintendo
And I rise up like I'm Falco
Up into flames like a phoenix
If I say it then I mean it
I don't act it, I just be it
I don't see it, I just feel it
And I rarely know the meaning
But I feel it to believe it
So I'm pushing pounds of peace in
While I'm fighting all these demons
Yeah I
Did this on my own
All the love I shared when I didn't feel at home
All the pain, all the tears all the nights alone
Only lesson showing me to get into my zone
Thank you for the Growth