It's 2AM and I'm stuck in the moonlight (Moonlight)
Feels like a maze, cuz I'm lost in my mind (My mind)
I'm telling myself that it should be alright (Alright)
But deep down I know that it's a white lie
Lost in my head
I'm lost in my head
Got no clue what you said
I'm lost in my head
I'm lost in my head now
Alright, listen up
Don't know if my confidence getting up
Don't think I'm the one you should bet on
'Cause for myself, I can't even stand up
I've been doing some thinking lately
And my thoughts have broke me greatly
I don't wanna get out my bed daily
I'm scared my family hate me
Ay
I've been overthinking too much
'Bout how I get stabbed in the back
And I lack the damn technicalities to keep me in touch
With my friends and family
Ay
I ain't telling them what's going on inside my brain
If I do it's only vaguely
You know it's only vaguely
These thoughts have got me crazy
And I when I try to talk about it i feel like a baby
I'm so stuck inside my own brain just like I am Edward, uh
People telling me to seek help, I ain't taking their word
It's 2AM and I'm stuck in the moonlight (Moonlight)
Feels like a maze, cuz I'm lost in my mind (My mind)
I'm telling myself that it should be alright (Alright)
But deep down I know that it's a white lie
Lost in my head
I'm lost in my head
Got no clue what you said
I'm lost in my head
I'm lost in my head now
I don't know
(I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)
Where to go
(Where to go, where to go, where to go)
Stuck on my own
(On my own, on my own, on my own)
I'm all alone
(All alone, all alone, all alone)
Had to switch up the flow for this part
I'm 'bout to tell a story 'bout a bitch who broke my heart
But she put it back together, ever so recently
And I can't lie but this is the worst thing that's ever happened to me
Thinking about her is giving me anxiety
Being out with her is giving me notoriety
She broke my heart entirely
Then replaced it oh so quietly
Still I'm stuck inside my head
Wondering if society will accept me again
I know what I did was foolish
I know what I did was wrong
I know that I shouldn't do it
But i can't lie its so fun
I love being alone with her but
When I'm without her I'm so f*cked
My brain's just had enough
I'm feeling so conflicted
I don't know what to do with myself
One side wants to leave
But the other wants to keep her for myself
My heart still bleeds, yet I'm lost inside my head
Wondering if I'd feel better if I was dead