Dexndre - hiraeth Lyrics

Every single day that I wake up
My body is weak from all the trying to keep myself up
All this f*cking strain and struggle that I've got going on
The bags under my eyes are deeper then the pits of hell
Why is life so hard to live?
I am losing at the game, I have no time to give
I spend my days wondering why I was born to feel this way
I am slowly going insane alone inside my brain
Kill me now

I know there are people who can help me out of this shit
But I do not feel comfortable sharing this shit with another person
My medication for myself is to write it on page
I truly express my feelings when I'm rapping about all my pain
Hear the words I'm saying
They aren't a call for help
It's just my way of dealing with all of my sorrows
And my mental health that's broken
And I don't know any other way to fix it
Then to speak it into existence to share it with the world