Post Trauma Video (MV)

Thinking bout ways to get outta my mind its hurtin me lately been f*cking up
Wanna fell numb roll another one wanna feel numb smoke another one
Thinking bout ways to get outta my mind its hurtin me lately been f*cking up
Wanna fell numb roll another one wanna feel numb smoke another one
Anxiety building I need me a joint just to chill if not I get violent
Temper temper gotta fight it f*ck a chauffeur
Failures what drives me
F*ck it up then I build back again
F*ck it up then I build back again
Same loosing cycle master this
Took a script and did a mattress flip
First order never chase a chick
If she trip then we call her bitch
Aside from that you get respect you dig
Second order loyalty for real
Never snitch like a hood oath
Guru tell me dez never brag or boast
Cause them niggas braggin gotta problem most
Im just tryna cruise touch windy coast
Hate when f*ck niggas they do the most
Slice up the pie like a loaf a bread
My girl start to trip when we low on cash
But im fighting depression f*ck money man
Yeah
Fighting depression f*ck money man
Yeah said im fighting depression f*ck money man
You say you love me its funny
I must be a dummy for thinking that thats the truth
But I aint gon pull off a Rae Caruth
I just murder the beat stumble out the booth
Im lying a nigga need love had it all figured out then I f*cked up
Naw New York 9 the only thing I love
Thinking bout ways to get outta my mind its hurtin me lately been f*cking up
Wanna fell numb roll another one wanna feel numb smoke another one
Thinking bout ways to get outta my mind its hurtin me lately been f*cking up
Wanna fell numb roll another one wanna feel numb smoke another one