The Diamond Collective - Beautiful Disaster Lyrics

From the start I fell hard and I think that you could tell
Because I said I loved you and you just wished me well
But then you came around and then everything felt right
We were up high, all mine, you were the one
But as time went by more and more we would fight
We were falling apart and I didn't know why
Then a dark cloud came and it loomed above our heads
Then it rained, it poured until we saw the end
All I wanted was to be your forever
But I was left broken in pieces instead
It feels like nothing ever goes my way
No matter how much I hope and pray
'Cause everything I had has disappeared
A beautiful disaster
I had her
Gone in a day
Why'd you pull me so close just to push me away
So many times I tried to get you to stay
'Cause nothing ever goes my way
Not even you my dear
I guess love always fades away
Loneliness is tearing me apart
Sometimes I wish that we could restart
Then I remember the lies, and the cheating and the tears
Losing you was my greatest fear
Then you proved it true like a genie grants a wish
I felt like a chore you just crossed off your list
I know I share the blame - I still need to heal
But right now I still can't believe this is real
I hate this
Erase this from my memory
I have to face it
Replace it with something I need
Yeah I don't need you
I need to turn this around
Because right now I'm lost but I will be found