Dilema - Out of Place Lyrics

All my peers got careers that helped secure they whole family
If they ain't go to college they learned a skill to benefit annually
Here I am at the table thinking these meals gonna hammer me
Spent careers chasing dreams and it's showing financially
Yo I need a vacation from all these talks of vacations
Usually take my vacation double up and work my vacation
All these jobs that I'm taking are temporary assignments
I'm unemployed in my mind my dream job's in confinement
While they talking and rambling my thoughts are over here gambling
On what bills I can risk to miss to invest without scrambling
I don not relate to most cause my path has unsurety
And they pull my card when they check on my social security
I'm getting tired chasing cause i'm getting old the song is looped
Back and forth with myself yes I am my favorite group
I guess I'll be forever out of place I'm to focus to
Give up on my vision board to be with who's controlling you

I feel a certain way
I feel so out of place and feel low key they clowning me
I feel a certain way
I feel so out of place it's really starting to bother me
I feel a certain way
I feel so out of place and feel low key they clowning me
I feel a certain way
I feel so out of place it's really starting to bother me
I feel a certain way

I'm tired of being excluded with these wack explanations
We know I'm probably not gonna come but at-least send invitations
You compliment me and diss me at the same time you can miss me
With all that old head talk you really act like i'm fifty
Because I act like i'm 50 get rich or die while attempting
We got the same goals don't play the games you on the court with me
How would you feel if I told you you was real good for your age
So play right cause I don't like the way you setting the stage
I got jokes I can act I can write I can rap
I can out write your raps ain't no joking with that
But you play me in the community like this is new to me
My hustle was harder we ain't have online communities
So I'm gonna enhance it with all these modern advancements
I should be the one clowning you seeing how tight ya pants is
You say i'm old but you really look like it flip the page
At the end of the day you the only one showing ya age

I feel a certain way
I feel so out of place and feel low key they clowning me
I feel a certain way
I feel so out of place it's really starting to bother me
I feel a certain way
I feel so out of place and feel low key they clowning me
I feel a certain way
I feel so out of place it's really starting to bother me
I feel a certain way