Disappear. - Boiling Point Lyrics

I must be losing it
Cause I've been pounding
My fists against the walls
Of my mind
Screaming out for help
But there's no one left in sight
I'm just trying to make it
Through each day
But it's so damn hard...

When I hide behind
Closed doors, like a mask
And I wear it everyday
With a vacant smile
Hoping no one asks
If I'm okay

And it feels like each day
Is moving closer to the end
It feels like I'm stuck in a loop
But the days keep passing by

I'd cry if I still had a reason
To feel and I feel
Like I've become a prisoner
In this house of mine!

I hope and I pray
That they never see me break
Under pressure
The contents are
Beginning to boil